Oh God, What Did We Do?!

We moved. We moved to Chesapeake. We moved in with Carissa, yes that Carissa. Are we crazy? Maybe...definitely. the goal is a big family cohabitation. I wanted to do the live together but I didn't want to do it in Carissa's home. My worry has been that it won't feel like my home and.... I have been completely right. There has been a high level of tension because there are things I do in the house (cleaning, organizing) that are bugging Carissa, but that she hasn't been telling me about. The house is super cluttered but I've been feeling stifled from doing anything about it. Sadly, it's making us want to move again. I really don't want to do that because moving sucks and I don't want to shuffle Isaac again. I am committed to trying to make this work. The big goal was to stay for a year and then find a house for all of us to rent. I'm just wishing and hoping and crossing my fingers that we can do this.

I miss you.....